Tagarchief: spiritual

‘He lifts me beyond this world’ (song) and a message about Christ

He takes me beyond this door,
beyond this neighbourhood,
beyond this city where I lived all my life.
He takes me beyond this country,
beyond this continent,
beyond this sea where I ran to all my life.
I feel safe in the palm of his hand.
His love is like an elevator lifting me up.
He lifts me up!

I wrote this song on 25 September 2012.
Filmed on 16 February 2013. I was 34 years old in the video.

With this song I would like to remember Ascension Day. I found this old video from 2013 in my digital archive. I wasn’t happy with my performance at the time, but now 10 years later I’ve grown to feel more positive about it. It wasn’t so bad after all. The song is based on dreams. Christ started appearing in my dreams when I was a child growing up in the 1980s and 1990s. He’s the kindest and most loyal man I have ever met. This might surprise a lot of people, because I’m a gay man. As a child I was bullied because of my girlie voice and manners. As an adult I still get a different treatment by a lot of people. The Bible calls feminine men like me an abomination. People think it’s alright to mock gay men, especially effeminate men and transgender women, because the Bible calls them demonic. It saddens me that Christ is misunderstood by so many people all over the world. They keep using his name to justify their discriminating and hateful actions towards people who are different, people who are outcasts. Christ has always been kind to me in dreams and never disrespectful and he never gave me the feeling there was something wrong with me. He has always accepted me for who I am and never tried to change me. He knows that homosexuality, lesbianism, bisexuality and hermaphrodites have always existed. Same-sex relationships not only occur in humans but also in animals. It has always existed and will continue to exist whether you like it or not, because it’s part of nature. Anyone with some common sense knows that. You don’t have to be an academic to understand this. The reason that a lot of people deny the truth is because they are brainwashed by a sick dogma that has torn apart people for centuries. Anyone who discriminates LGBTQ people in the name of Christ is not a real Christian. First of all, because Christ is not a hater and has always chosen love. He would never bully or mock another human being, for he would always show compassion to outcasts. The hatred lives in you, not in him. The Christ that people see in images in the mainstream media is not the real Christ. Nothing but lies. His name is not Jesus, because Christ never had an English name. He also never had long hair on his shoulders and he was not blond. He was a Jewish middle eastern man with dark hair and he loved outcasts. Deal with it!

He lifted me up in dreams. He made me fly. With this song I lift him up on Ascension Day. After all the abuse that you’ve endured, fly away, Christ!

Ryan Maurice Roemer, 18 May 2023

The end is near (lyrics)

I know the end is near.
In a time of war and fear.
The end is near.
It’s all very clear.
We’re not safe anymore, my dear.
We’re doomed to live in fear.
There seems no end to all my tears.
I know the end is near.
It’s all very clear.
In a time of fear.
I’ve cried too many tears.
But I believe the end is near.
A brand new life…
A brand new world will appear
and wash away all my tears.

Song written by Ryan Maurice Roemer on 5th of October 2017.

You can listen to the song if you click on the video.
The song starts at 32:36.

You can also listen to other songs in this video.
13 original a cappella songs that I wrote.
With this collection of songs I celebrate loving outcasts / scapegoats, loving yourself, LGBT love and love for animals. We all want to be loved.
Filmed between the 6th and 14th of December 2020.
Audio quality is not the best, so you’ll hear some distortion.
I used a cheap camcorder for the recordings, because I was only practicing songs.
I hope you’ll still enjoy it….

Full track listing in video:

01. Not your kind / Wicked beast (medley)             00:10
02. The first love                                                          02:43
03. Such a flaming queen                                          03:50
04. Pussy Leroy                                                            07:30
05. Show love today                                                    08:45
06. Kiss of life                                                               10:01
07. Divine stallion (part 1)                                          13:56
08. Divine stallion (part 2)                                          17:17
09. Love gave the Earth horses                                 19:02
10. Mother goose                                                        24:56
11. Poor bird                                                                27:34
12. Animals will survive mankind                             30:09
13. The end is near                                                     32:36

Divine stallion (lyrics)

(Part 1)

A lonely boy like me meets a lonely horse like you.
And we meet in a dream.
Where are you?
Where are you?
Where are you?
My black horse, dark stallion.
You, wild horse of the rhythm of life.
Where are you?
Oho…
Where are you?
My white horse, snow stallion.
The risen horse of eternal afterlife.
Where are you?
Aha ah…
Where are you?
I know they hurt you,
but I’ll protect you.
No one will dare! No!
One day…
One day…
One day you will return.
Hurry, sweet love.
A boy like me needs a horse like you.
Run away with me on the beach.
Where are you?
Oho…
Where are you?

(Part 2)

One day we’ll be together, my love.
One day we’ll look in each other’s eyes again.
I wanna feel your body of work.
Work out!
Work out, you strong stallion!
Arousing all my senses.
Work out!
Hey yeah!
Work out!
I wanna feel your body of work.
Work it out!
But most of all I’d like to feel your spirit.
Your spirit…

Song written by Ryan Maurice Roemer in November 2020.
When I was 10 years old in late 1988, two horses started to appear in my dreams.
I was riding one of the horses on the beach. This became a recurring dream.
For many years this horse appeared on the beach in my dreams, night after night after night after night. I’ve never ridden a horse in reality, but I’ve done it plenty of times in dreams. I know that God sent those angelic horses to me in my dreams, because I was bullied at school when I was 10 years old and this went on for many years. I guess God believed I needed these horses for emotional support. They never left me. They are my guardian angels.
Thank you, God, for bringing these angelic beings into my spiritual life.
Nobody else can see them, but I can see and I promise I will always take care of them.

You can listen to the song if you click on the video.
The song (part 1) starts at 13:56.
Part 2 of the song starts at 17:17.

You can also listen to other songs in this video.
13 original a cappella songs that I wrote.
With this collection of songs I celebrate loving outcasts / scapegoats, loving yourself, LGBT love and love for animals. We all want to be loved.
Filmed between the 6th and 14th of December 2020.
Audio quality is not the best, so you’ll hear some distortion.
I used a cheap camcorder for the recordings, because I was only practicing songs.
I hope you’ll still enjoy it….

Full track listing in video:

01. Not your kind / Wicked beast (medley)             00:10
02. The first love                                                          02:43
03. Such a flaming queen                                          03:50
04. Pussy Leroy                                                            07:30
05. Show love today                                                    08:45
06. Kiss of life                                                               10:01
07. Divine stallion (part 1)                                          13:56
08. Divine stallion (part 2)                                          17:17
09. Love gave the Earth horses                                 19:02
10. Mother goose                                                        24:56
11. Poor bird                                                                27:34
12. Animals will survive mankind                             30:09
13. The end is near                                                     32:36

Every day a new year starts (lyrics)

Oeh… aha…
Every day a new year starts.
Every day a new year starts.
Global authorities don’t decide when a new year starts.
You don’t make that decision for me.
Only my heart decides when a new year starts… in my mind.
I don’t know much for I’m only a man.
But I do know…
I said I do know that every day a new year starts.
Every day a new year starts for the world, for you, for me.

(Reprise)

I said I do know that every day a new year starts.
Every day a new year starts for the world, for you, for me.
Every day the sun comes up.
Every day a child is born.
Every day is a new fantasy.
Every day I rise from the sea.

Song written by Ryan Maurice Roemer in December 2016.

You can listen to the song if you click on the video.
The song starts at 41:49.
The reprise starts at 44:18.

You can also listen to other songs in this video.
17 original a cappella songs that I wrote.
Filmed between the 1st and 14th of December 2020.
Audio quality is not the best, so you’ll hear some distortion.
I used a cheap camcorder for the recordings, because I was only practicing songs.
I hope you’ll still enjoy it….

Full track listing in video:

01. Special encounter                                          00:14
02. Set me free / Keep singing (medley)           02:39
03. Don’t forget to look at the stars                  04:54
04. I’m gonna leave here                                     08:30
05. Dancing trees                                                  11:57
06. Embracing my loneliness                              14:47
07. I am loved                                                        18:00
08. Only clouds of love (part 1)                           22:16
09. Only clouds of love (part 2)                           24:33
10. Only clouds of love (part 3)                           27:47
11. This is a new pace                                           30:25
12. Unidentified and flying                                   34:15
13. This is the place where we meet                   36:43
14. You always seem so close                              39:32
15. Every day a new year starts                           41:49
16. Every day a new year starts (reprise)           44:18
17. Only clouds of love (reprise)                          45:49

You always seem so close (lyrics)

I don’t know who you are.
But love comes from where you are.
Finally I have been found.
You save me from the underground.

You always seem so close.
No matter where I go.
I can’t deny the truth.
You make me feel so good.

Your wings are very wide,
showing me the way to the light.
You lift me up so high.
I feel like I can fly.

You always seem so close.
No matter where I go.
I can’t deny the truth.
You make me feel so good.

You treat me like a king.
That’s why I like to sing.
I write my song for you.
Every word I say is true.
I only want you…

Song written by Ryan Maurice Roemer in February 1998 and November 2008.

You can listen to the song if you click on the video.
The song starts at 39:32.

You can also listen to other songs in this video.
17 original a cappella songs that I wrote.
Filmed between the 1st and 14th of December 2020.
Audio quality is not the best, so you’ll hear some distortion.
I used a cheap camcorder for the recordings, because I was only practicing songs.
I hope you’ll still enjoy it….

Full track listing in video:

01. Special encounter                                          00:14
02. Set me free / Keep singing (medley)           02:39
03. Don’t forget to look at the stars                  04:54
04. I’m gonna leave here                                     08:30
05. Dancing trees                                                  11:57
06. Embracing my loneliness                              14:47
07. I am loved                                                        18:00
08. Only clouds of love (part 1)                           22:16
09. Only clouds of love (part 2)                           24:33
10. Only clouds of love (part 3)                           27:47
11. This is a new pace                                           30:25
12. Unidentified and flying                                   34:15
13. This is the place where we meet                   36:43
14. You always seem so close                              39:32
15. Every day a new year starts                           41:49
16. Every day a new year starts (reprise)           44:18
17. Only clouds of love (reprise)                          45:49

This is the place where we meet (lyrics)

This is the place where we meet.
We come together in a dream.
Aha…
Now I can clearly see who you are
and why you like to spend some time with me.
I just wanna fly.
I just wanna sing.
I only wanna dance with a man like you.
Only someone like you would love a man like me
and hold me close to your heart.
Yeah
This is the place where we meet and dare to dream.
Now that we’ve danced here in the sky.
Touched by the sunlight.
I’ll never forget our dream.

Song written by Ryan Maurice Roemer on 26 april 2019.
The song is based on spiritual dreams I’ve had. I met a true angel in my dreams.

You can listen to the song if you click on the video.
The song starts at 36:43.

You can also listen to other songs in this video.
17 original a cappella songs that I wrote.
Filmed between the 1st and 14th of December 2020.
Audio quality is not the best, so you’ll hear some distortion.
I used a cheap camcorder for the recordings, because I was only practicing songs.
I hope you’ll still enjoy it….

Full track listing in video:

01. Special encounter                                          00:14
02. Set me free / Keep singing (medley)           02:39
03. Don’t forget to look at the stars                  04:54
04. I’m gonna leave here                                     08:30
05. Dancing trees                                                  11:57
06. Embracing my loneliness                              14:47
07. I am loved                                                        18:00
08. Only clouds of love (part 1)                           22:16
09. Only clouds of love (part 2)                           24:33
10. Only clouds of love (part 3)                           27:47
11. This is a new pace                                           30:25
12. Unidentified and flying                                   34:15
13. This is the place where we meet                   36:43
14. You always seem so close                              39:32
15. Every day a new year starts                           41:49
16. Every day a new year starts (reprise)           44:18
17. Only clouds of love (reprise)                          45:49

This is a new pace (lyrics)

This is a new pace.
This is a new exciting position.
I’m letting go of the past.
This is a new pace.

Hear me sing,
a new beginning,
from my heart.
Don’t remind me of my past.
I’m starting again.

This is a new pace.
This is a new position.
I’ve got new hope for the future.
This is a new pace.

Like a dove…
I’m flying above…
where love starts.
Don’t you dare to shoot me down.
I’m reaching the stars.

This is a new pace.
This is a new position.
And if I die, I know I’ve tried.
This is a new pace.

A new exciting position.
A new, a new exciting position.
A new, a new exciting position.

Song written by Ryan Maurice Roemer on 8/9 May 2015.

You can listen to the song if you click on the video.
The song starts at 30:25.

You can also listen to other songs in this video.
17 original a cappella songs that I wrote.
Filmed between the 1st and 14th of December 2020.
Audio quality is not the best, so you’ll hear some distortion.
I used a cheap camcorder for the recordings, because I was only practicing songs.
I hope you’ll still enjoy it….

Full track listing in video:

01. Special encounter                                          00:14
02. Set me free / Keep singing (medley)           02:39
03. Don’t forget to look at the stars                  04:54
04. I’m gonna leave here                                     08:30
05. Dancing trees                                                  11:57
06. Embracing my loneliness                              14:47
07. I am loved                                                        18:00
08. Only clouds of love (part 1)                           22:16
09. Only clouds of love (part 2)                           24:33
10. Only clouds of love (part 3)                           27:47
11. This is a new pace                                           30:25
12. Unidentified and flying                                   34:15
13. This is the place where we meet                   36:43
14. You always seem so close                              39:32
15. Every day a new year starts                           41:49
16. Every day a new year starts (reprise)           44:18
17. Only clouds of love (reprise)                          45:49

Embracing my loneliness (lyrics)

I embrace my loneliness.
Embracing my loneliness.
Loneliness, such a wonderful feeling.
Loneliness, I welcome you.
I’m not afraid of you.
I will take care of you.
An unavoidable situation.
A lonely spiritual sensation.
I was born alone and I will die alone.
Leave everything behind.
That’s the beauty of life.
And if you don’t understand, you will never see the light.
Look up on time.
The clouds will open up some time.
Lonely soul, don’t miss the light.
Mankind, will you see the light?
Mankind, will you miss the light?
Such a lonely species sailing dangerous seas.
Aha aha…

Song written by Ryan Maurice Roemer on 2 April 2020.

You can listen to the song if you click on the video.
The song starts at 14:47.

You can also listen to other songs in this video.
17 original a cappella songs that I wrote.
Filmed between the 1st and 14th of December 2020.
Audio quality is not the best, so you’ll hear some distortion.
I used a cheap camcorder for the recordings, because I was only practicing songs.
I hope you’ll still enjoy it….

Full track listing in video:

01. Special encounter                                          00:14
02. Set me free / Keep singing (medley)           02:39
03. Don’t forget to look at the stars                  04:54
04. I’m gonna leave here                                     08:30
05. Dancing trees                                                  11:57
06. Embracing my loneliness                              14:47
07. I am loved                                                        18:00
08. Only clouds of love (part 1)                           22:16
09. Only clouds of love (part 2)                           24:33
10. Only clouds of love (part 3)                           27:47
11. This is a new pace                                           30:25
12. Unidentified and flying                                   34:15
13. This is the place where we meet                   36:43
14. You always seem so close                              39:32
15. Every day a new year starts                           41:49
16. Every day a new year starts (reprise)           44:18
17. Only clouds of love (reprise)                          45:49

Dancing trees (lyrics)

When you hold on to your faith,
there’s nothing that could break your spirit.
When you keep feeding that flame inside your heart,
you will always hold your back straight.

Standing tall like a tree.
You won’t bow, because you were meant to be free… like a tree.
Growing old like a tree.
You won’t die, because you were meant to be the seed… of an ancient tree.

My sheltering trees…
I can see a forest with dancing trees.
All the trees are free from gravity.
Dancing trees don’t want to stay on the ground.
Dancing trees prefer to rise high above the clouds.
They have the possibility to dance higher than the clouds.

Song written by Ryan Maurice Roemer on 31 July – 1 August 2016.
The song is based on a spiritual dream that I received on a very special morning.
In this dream I saw a miraculous ballet of dozens of trees flying and dancing in the sky.

You can listen to the song if you click on the video.
The song starts at 11:57.

You can also listen to other songs in this video.
17 original a cappella songs that I wrote.
Filmed between the 1st and 14th of December 2020.
Audio quality is not the best, so you’ll hear some distortion.
I used a cheap camcorder for the recordings, because I was only practicing songs.
I hope you’ll still enjoy it….

Full track listing in video:

01. Special encounter                                          00:14
02. Set me free / Keep singing (medley)           02:39
03. Don’t forget to look at the stars                  04:54
04. I’m gonna leave here                                     08:30
05. Dancing trees                                                  11:57
06. Embracing my loneliness                              14:47
07. I am loved                                                        18:00
08. Only clouds of love (part 1)                           22:16
09. Only clouds of love (part 2)                           24:33
10. Only clouds of love (part 3)                           27:47
11. This is a new pace                                           30:25
12. Unidentified and flying                                   34:15
13. This is the place where we meet                   36:43
14. You always seem so close                              39:32
15. Every day a new year starts                           41:49
16. Every day a new year starts (reprise)           44:18
17. Only clouds of love (reprise)                          45:49

I’m gonna leave here (lyrics)

Can you see all the pain we have here?
Could you stay any longer?
With the fire in the eyes of people?
Is it only this reason?
Or is there more?
Tell me.
I ask you questions,
because there must be some reasons.

I’m gonna leave here.
I wanna see more and more.
I don’t know right now if you can follow your heart.
But I’m gone, that’s right, bye bye.
But I’m gone, that’s right, bye bye.
But I’m gone, that’s right, bye bye.
But I’m gone, that’s right, bye bye.

Admiration…
We’re on the way to home.
The goal is the Home of Light.
The paradise where you know:
‘I’m going to be loved.’
Yeah

I’m gonna leave here.
Can you see the light?
Don’t look for it, because it’s here in your heart!
You must follow your intuition to the Deserted Land!

I’m gonna leave here.
I wanna see more and more.
I don’t know right now if you can follow your heart.
But I’m gone, that’s right, bye bye.
But I’m gone, that’s right, bye bye.
But I’m gone, that’s right, bye bye.
But I’m gone, that’s right, bye bye.

Song written by Ryan Maurice Roemer in June 1992. I was 13 years old.
This was the first song in English language that I wrote after learning English at school.
English was not my native language.

You can listen to the song if you click on the video.
The song starts at 08:30.

You can also listen to other songs in this video.
17 original a cappella songs that I wrote.
Filmed between the 1st and 14th of December 2020.
Audio quality is not the best, so you’ll hear some distortion.
I used a cheap camcorder for the recordings, because I was only practicing songs.
I hope you’ll still enjoy it….

Full track listing in video:

01. Special encounter                                          00:14
02. Set me free / Keep singing (medley)           02:39
03. Don’t forget to look at the stars                  04:54
04. I’m gonna leave here                                     08:30
05. Dancing trees                                                  11:57
06. Embracing my loneliness                              14:47
07. I am loved                                                        18:00
08. Only clouds of love (part 1)                           22:16
09. Only clouds of love (part 2)                           24:33
10. Only clouds of love (part 3)                           27:47
11. This is a new pace                                           30:25
12. Unidentified and flying                                   34:15
13. This is the place where we meet                   36:43
14. You always seem so close                              39:32
15. Every day a new year starts                           41:49
16. Every day a new year starts (reprise)           44:18
17. Only clouds of love (reprise)                          45:49