(Part 1)

A lonely boy like me meets a lonely horse like you.
And we meet in a dream.
Where are you?
Where are you?
Where are you?
My black horse, dark stallion.
You, wild horse of the rhythm of life.
Where are you?
Oho…
Where are you?
My white horse, snow stallion.
The risen horse of eternal afterlife.
Where are you?
Aha ah…
Where are you?
I know they hurt you,
but I’ll protect you.
No one will dare! No!
One day…
One day…
One day you will return.
Hurry, sweet love.
A boy like me needs a horse like you.
Run away with me on the beach.
Where are you?
Oho…
Where are you?

(Part 2)

One day we’ll be together, my love.
One day we’ll look in each other’s eyes again.
I wanna feel your body of work.
Work out!
Work out, you strong stallion!
Arousing all my senses.
Work out!
Hey yeah!
Work out!
I wanna feel your body of work.
Work it out!
But most of all I’d like to feel your spirit.
Your spirit…

Song written by Ryan Maurice Roemer in November 2020.
When I was 10 years old in late 1988, two horses started to appear in my dreams.
I was riding one of the horses on the beach. This became a recurring dream.
For many years this horse appeared on the beach in my dreams, night after night after night after night. I’ve never ridden a horse in reality, but I’ve done it plenty of times in dreams. I know that God sent those angelic horses to me in my dreams, because I was bullied at school when I was 10 years old and this went on for many years. I guess God believed I needed these horses for emotional support. They never left me. They are my guardian angels.
Thank you, God, for bringing these angelic beings into my spiritual life.
Nobody else can see them, but I can see and I promise I will always take care of them.

You can listen to the song if you click on the video.
The song (part 1) starts at 13:56.
Part 2 of the song starts at 17:17.

You can also listen to other songs in this video.
13 original a cappella songs that I wrote.
With this collection of songs I celebrate loving outcasts / scapegoats, loving yourself, LGBT love and love for animals. We all want to be loved.
Filmed between the 6th and 14th of December 2020.
Audio quality is not the best, so you’ll hear some distortion.
I used a cheap camcorder for the recordings, because I was only practicing songs.
I hope you’ll still enjoy it….

Full track listing in video:

01. Not your kind / Wicked beast (medley)             00:10
02. The first love                                                          02:43
03. Such a flaming queen                                          03:50
04. Pussy Leroy                                                            07:30
05. Show love today                                                    08:45
06. Kiss of life                                                               10:01
07. Divine stallion (part 1)                                          13:56
08. Divine stallion (part 2)                                          17:17
09. Love gave the Earth horses                                 19:02
10. Mother goose                                                        24:56
11. Poor bird                                                                27:34
12. Animals will survive mankind                             30:09
13. The end is near                                                     32:36

Oeh… aha…
Every day a new year starts.
Every day a new year starts.
Global authorities don’t decide when a new year starts.
You don’t make that decision for me.
Only my heart decides when a new year starts… in my mind.
I don’t know much for I’m only a man.
But I do know…
I said I do know that every day a new year starts.
Every day a new year starts for the world, for you, for me.

(Reprise)

I said I do know that every day a new year starts.
Every day a new year starts for the world, for you, for me.
Every day the sun comes up.
Every day a child is born.
Every day is a new fantasy.
Every day I rise from the sea.

Song written by Ryan Maurice Roemer in December 2016.

You can listen to the song if you click on the video.
The song starts at 41:49.
The reprise starts at 44:18.

You can also listen to other songs in this video.
17 original a cappella songs that I wrote.
Filmed between the 1st and 14th of December 2020.
Audio quality is not the best, so you’ll hear some distortion.
I used a cheap camcorder for the recordings, because I was only practicing songs.
I hope you’ll still enjoy it….

Full track listing in video:

This is a new pace.
This is a new exciting position.
I’m letting go of the past.
This is a new pace.

Hear me sing,
a new beginning,
from my heart.
Don’t remind me of my past.
I’m starting again.

This is a new pace.
This is a new position.
I’ve got new hope for the future.
This is a new pace.

Like a dove…
I’m flying above…
where love starts.
Don’t you dare to shoot me down.
I’m reaching the stars.

This is a new pace.
This is a new position.
And if I die, I know I’ve tried.
This is a new pace.

A new exciting position.
A new, a new exciting position.
A new, a new exciting position.

Song written by Ryan Maurice Roemer on 8/9 May 2015.

You can listen to the song if you click on the video.
The song starts at 30:25.

You can also listen to other songs in this video.
17 original a cappella songs that I wrote.
Filmed between the 1st and 14th of December 2020.
Audio quality is not the best, so you’ll hear some distortion.
I used a cheap camcorder for the recordings, because I was only practicing songs.
I hope you’ll still enjoy it….

Full track listing in video:

I embrace my loneliness.
Embracing my loneliness.
Loneliness, such a wonderful feeling.
Loneliness, I welcome you.
I’m not afraid of you.
I will take care of you.
An unavoidable situation.
A lonely spiritual sensation.
I was born alone and I will die alone.
Leave everything behind.
That’s the beauty of life.
And if you don’t understand, you will never see the light.
Look up on time.
The clouds will open up some time.
Lonely soul, don’t miss the light.
Mankind, will you see the light?
Mankind, will you miss the light?
Such a lonely species sailing dangerous seas.
Aha aha…

Song written by Ryan Maurice Roemer on 2 April 2020.

You can listen to the song if you click on the video.
The song starts at 14:47.

You can also listen to other songs in this video.
17 original a cappella songs that I wrote.
Filmed between the 1st and 14th of December 2020.
Audio quality is not the best, so you’ll hear some distortion.
I used a cheap camcorder for the recordings, because I was only practicing songs.
I hope you’ll still enjoy it….

Full track listing in video:

When you hold on to your faith,
there’s nothing that could break your spirit.
When you keep feeding that flame inside your heart,
you will always hold your back straight.

Standing tall like a tree.
You won’t bow, because you were meant to be free… like a tree.
Growing old like a tree.
You won’t die, because you were meant to be the seed… of an ancient tree.

My sheltering trees…
I can see a forest with dancing trees.
All the trees are free from gravity.
Dancing trees don’t want to stay on the ground.
Dancing trees prefer to rise high above the clouds.
They have the possibility to dance higher than the clouds.

Song written by Ryan Maurice Roemer on 31 July – 1 August 2016.
The song is based on a spiritual dream that I received on a very special morning.
In this dream I saw a miraculous ballet of dozens of trees flying and dancing in the sky.

You can listen to the song if you click on the video.
The song starts at 11:57.

You can also listen to other songs in this video.
17 original a cappella songs that I wrote.
Filmed between the 1st and 14th of December 2020.
Audio quality is not the best, so you’ll hear some distortion.
I used a cheap camcorder for the recordings, because I was only practicing songs.
I hope you’ll still enjoy it….

Full track listing in video:

Can you see all the pain we have here?
Could you stay any longer?
With the fire in the eyes of people?
Is it only this reason?
Or is there more?
Tell me.
I ask you questions,
because there must be some reasons.

I’m gonna leave here.
I wanna see more and more.
I don’t know right now if you can follow your heart.
But I’m gone, that’s right, bye bye.
But I’m gone, that’s right, bye bye.
But I’m gone, that’s right, bye bye.
But I’m gone, that’s right, bye bye.

Admiration…
We’re on the way to home.
The goal is the Home of Light.
The paradise where you know:
‘I’m going to be loved.’
Yeah

I’m gonna leave here.
Can you see the light?
Don’t look for it, because it’s here in your heart!
You must follow your intuition to the Deserted Land!

I’m gonna leave here.
I wanna see more and more.
I don’t know right now if you can follow your heart.
But I’m gone, that’s right, bye bye.
But I’m gone, that’s right, bye bye.
But I’m gone, that’s right, bye bye.
But I’m gone, that’s right, bye bye.

Song written by Ryan Maurice Roemer in June 1992. I was 13 years old.
This was the first song in English language that I wrote after learning English at school.
English was not my native language.

You can listen to the song if you click on the video.
The song starts at 08:30.

You can also listen to other songs in this video.
17 original a cappella songs that I wrote.
Filmed between the 1st and 14th of December 2020.
Audio quality is not the best, so you’ll hear some distortion.
I used a cheap camcorder for the recordings, because I was only practicing songs.
I hope you’ll still enjoy it….

Full track listing in video: