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Kiss of life (lyrics)

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I’ve been watching you.
I’ve seen your daily actions.
What’s the secret you hide?
That’s what I wonder night and day.
Are you meant to be alone?
Or is it me who you just can’t love?
But little stories told me love begins when you kiss.
After that you’re dying, dying for falling in love.

Let me kiss you in a lively way.
Let me make you high with a kiss.
You’re dying for coming alive,
after I’ve given the kiss of life.

I’ve been wanting you.
I feel a burning flame inside.
What’s the thing exciting you?
That’s what I wonder night and day.
Why do people always want to be down on the floor
before screaming ‘more’?
Well, little stories told me love begins when you kiss.
After that you’re dying, dying for falling in love.

Let me kiss you in a lively way.
Let me make you high with a kiss.
You’re dying for coming alive,
after I’ve given the kiss of life.
Let me kiss you in a lively way.
Let me make you high with a kiss.
You’re dying for coming alive,
after I’ve given the kiss of life.

Song written by Ryan Maurice Roemer (17 years old) in spring 1996.
I’m reliving and re-examining my teenage years through some old love songs.
Originally the title of this song was ‘Kiss of death’, but I thought that sounded too cruel, so that’s why I decided a few years ago to change the title to ‘Kiss of life’.
The funny thing is that I wrote this love song when I still had very little experience with intimate kisses. It was all just imagination based on what I had seen in movies and soap operas. I was a wallflower. I didn’t even like French kissing. Honestly, I still don’t like it.

You can listen to the song if you click on the video.
The song starts at 10:01.

You can also listen to other songs in this video.
13 original a cappella songs that I wrote.
With this collection of songs I celebrate loving outcasts / scapegoats, loving yourself, LGBT love and love for animals. We all want to be loved.
Filmed between the 6th and 14th of December 2020.
Audio quality is not the best, so you’ll hear some distortion.
I used a cheap camcorder for the recordings, because I was only practicing songs.
I hope you’ll still enjoy it….

Full track listing in video:

01. Not your kind / Wicked beast (medley)             00:10
02. The first love                                                          02:43
03. Such a flaming queen                                          03:50
04. Pussy Leroy                                                            07:30
05. Show love today                                                    08:45
06. Kiss of life                                                               10:01
07. Divine stallion (part 1)                                          13:56
08. Divine stallion (part 2)                                          17:17
09. Love gave the Earth horses                                 19:02
10. Mother goose                                                        24:56
11. Poor bird                                                                27:34
12. Animals will survive mankind                             30:09
13. The end is near                                                     32:36

 

Pussy Leroy (lyrics)

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Pussy!
Pussy!
Puss-puss-puss-puss-puss-puss-puss-puss!
Puss-puss-puss-puss-puss-puss-puss-puss!
Pussy!
Pussy Leroy, where are you?
I need you now.
Oehoe…
Pussy Leroy, let’s have some joy.

Song written by Ryan Maurice Roemer in April 2020.
Who likes pussycats? Well, I do! Let’s give some love to these beautiful animals.
Treat animals with love and respect.
‘Poesje Mauw’, a Dutch traditional folk song, was my inspiration for this song.

You can listen to the song if you click on the video.
The song starts at 07:30.

You can also listen to other songs in this video.
13 original a cappella songs that I wrote.
With this collection of songs I celebrate loving outcasts / scapegoats, loving yourself, LGBT love and love for animals. We all want to be loved.
Filmed between the 6th and 14th of December 2020.
Audio quality is not the best, so you’ll hear some distortion.
I used a cheap camcorder for the recordings, because I was only practicing songs.
I hope you’ll still enjoy it….

Full track listing in video:

01. Not your kind / Wicked beast (medley)             00:10
02. The first love                                                          02:43
03. Such a flaming queen                                          03:50
04. Pussy Leroy                                                            07:30
05. Show love today                                                    08:45
06. Kiss of life                                                               10:01
07. Divine stallion (part 1)                                          13:56
08. Divine stallion (part 2)                                          17:17
09. Love gave the Earth horses                                 19:02
10. Mother goose                                                        24:56
11. Poor bird                                                                27:34
12. Animals will survive mankind                             30:09
13. The end is near                                                     32:36

The first love (lyrics)

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I was so hopeless.
I saw so many things that were so far away from me.
Oh…
I am free now.
The teenager time is over right now.
Oho oho…
It’s the first time for me that I can love, can love myself.
It’s the first time for me that I can love, can love myself.

Snippet from a song written by Ryan Maurice Roemer (13 years old) in May 1992.

One of the first songs that I wrote in the English language after learning English at school. Now that I’m older and have a chance to look back to this old song, I wonder why I believed that my puberty was over, since I was only 13 years old at the time. In fact, puberty had only just begun. My body was still growing taller. But I guess it was wishful thinking. I was changing from a boy into a man. The body started to change, so I had to get used to it. It made me feel insecure. I had to learn to love and embrace this more mature face that I saw in the mirror. Secretly, I wished it would stop, because I was not ready yet to say goodbye to my childhood. I always wanted to be a child forever. I used to believe that adulthood was no fun. But Mother Nature is merciless and manhood was waiting for me at dawn, a gradual change and sexual awakening that was about to change my life forever. And once I had my first orgasm, I didn’t want to go back to my childhood anymore. Nobody had ever told me that maturity could feel so good.

You can listen to the song if you click on the video.
The song starts at 02:43.

You can also listen to other songs in this video.
13 original a cappella songs that I wrote.
With this collection of songs I celebrate loving outcasts / scapegoats, loving yourself, LGBT love and love for animals. We all want to be loved.
Filmed between the 6th and 14th of December 2020.
Audio quality is not the best, so you’ll hear some distortion.
I used a cheap camcorder for the recordings, because I was only practicing songs.
I hope you’ll still enjoy it….

Full track listing in video:

01. Not your kind / Wicked beast (medley)             00:10
02. The first love                                                          02:43
03. Such a flaming queen                                          03:50
04. Pussy Leroy                                                            07:30
05. Show love today                                                    08:45
06. Kiss of life                                                               10:01
07. Divine stallion (part 1)                                          13:56
08. Divine stallion (part 2)                                          17:17
09. Love gave the Earth horses                                 19:02
10. Mother goose                                                        24:56
11. Poor bird                                                                27:34
12. Animals will survive mankind                             30:09
13. The end is near                                                     32:36

Medley: Not your kind / Wicked beast (lyrics)

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Something in my heart says:
Boy, my life is so boring.
Know the dark sides of life.
The beauty of darkness and the creep (hiding) behind smoke.
(But everybody says:…)
Don’t talk to that guy!
Life that he lives is not your kind of life, my dear.
Don’t talk to that guy!
Life that he lives is not your kind of life, my dear.
Oeh, ah…
Oeh, ah…
Oeh, ah…
Oeh, ah…
Beast from the dark!
Beast from the dark!
Beast from the dark!
Beast from the dark!
Oeh, yeah…
I am wicked beast forever
and nobody could be as bad as I am,
because you wouldn’t dare!
I am the super greatest wicked beast!
I am wicked beast forever
and nobody could be as bad as I am,
because you wouldn’t dare!
I am the super greatest wicked beast!
Yeah!
Beast from the dark!
Beast from the dark!
Beast from the dark!
Beast from the dark!
Oeh, yeah!

Written by Ryan Maurice Roemer in 1990-1992. I was between 11 and 14 years old.
One of the first songs that I wrote in English language after learning English at school.
When I played my song ‘Wicked beast’ for my father, he got a little worried about me.
The lyrics scared him. Well, don’t be worried, dad (in heaven now). It’s just theater.

You can listen to the song if you click on the video.
The song starts at 00:10.

You can also listen to other songs in this video.
13 original a cappella songs that I wrote.
With this collection of songs I celebrate loving outcasts / scapegoats, loving yourself, LGBT love and love for animals. We all want to be loved.
Filmed between the 6th and 14th of December 2020.
Audio quality is not the best, so you’ll hear some distortion.
I used a cheap camcorder for the recordings, because I was only practicing songs.
I hope you’ll still enjoy it….

Full track listing in video:

01. Not your kind / Wicked beast (medley)             00:10
02. The first love                                                          02:43
03. Such a flaming queen                                          03:50
04. Pussy Leroy                                                            07:30
05. Show love today                                                    08:45
06. Kiss of life                                                               10:01
07. Divine stallion (part 1)                                          13:56
08. Divine stallion (part 2)                                          17:17
09. Love gave the Earth horses                                 19:02
10. Mother goose                                                        24:56
11. Poor bird                                                                27:34
12. Animals will survive mankind                             30:09
13. The end is near                                                     32:36

Show love today (lyrics)

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Today, darling, I feel hot.
Today, darling, I will make you interested in me.
Today, darling, I will show you a different side of me.
Today, darling.
Today…
Your life will change.
Because I feel sure about your love for me.
So the love that I wouldn’t show you, will I show right now.

Song written by Ryan Maurice Roemer (14 years old) in November 1992.
One of the first songs that I wrote in the English language after learning English at school.

You can listen to the song if you click on the video.
The song starts at 08:45.

You can also listen to other songs in this video.
13 original a cappella songs that I wrote.
With this collection of songs I celebrate loving outcasts / scapegoats, loving yourself, LGBT love and love for animals. We all want to be loved.
Filmed between the 6th and 14th of December 2020.
Audio quality is not the best, so you’ll hear some distortion.
I used a cheap camcorder for the recordings, because I was only practicing songs.
I hope you’ll still enjoy it….

Full track listing in video:

01. Not your kind / Wicked beast (medley)             00:10
02. The first love                                                          02:43
03. Such a flaming queen                                          03:50
04. Pussy Leroy                                                            07:30
05. Show love today                                                    08:45
06. Kiss of life                                                               10:01
07. Divine stallion (part 1)                                          13:56
08. Divine stallion (part 2)                                          17:17
09. Love gave the Earth horses                                 19:02
10. Mother goose                                                        24:56
11. Poor bird                                                                27:34
12. Animals will survive mankind                             30:09
13. The end is near                                                     32:36

 

Every day a new year starts (lyrics)

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Oeh… aha…
Every day a new year starts.
Every day a new year starts.
Global authorities don’t decide when a new year starts.
You don’t make that decision for me.
Only my heart decides when a new year starts… in my mind.
I don’t know much for I’m only a man.
But I do know…
I said I do know that every day a new year starts.
Every day a new year starts for the world, for you, for me.

(Reprise)

I said I do know that every day a new year starts.
Every day a new year starts for the world, for you, for me.
Every day the sun comes up.
Every day a child is born.
Every day is a new fantasy.
Every day I rise from the sea.

Song written by Ryan Maurice Roemer in December 2016.

You can listen to the song if you click on the video.
The song starts at 41:49.
The reprise starts at 44:18.

You can also listen to other songs in this video.
17 original a cappella songs that I wrote.
Filmed between the 1st and 14th of December 2020.
Audio quality is not the best, so you’ll hear some distortion.
I used a cheap camcorder for the recordings, because I was only practicing songs.
I hope you’ll still enjoy it….

Full track listing in video:

01. Special encounter                                          00:14
02. Set me free / Keep singing (medley)           02:39
03. Don’t forget to look at the stars                  04:54
04. I’m gonna leave here                                     08:30
05. Dancing trees                                                  11:57
06. Embracing my loneliness                              14:47
07. I am loved                                                        18:00
08. Only clouds of love (part 1)                           22:16
09. Only clouds of love (part 2)                           24:33
10. Only clouds of love (part 3)                           27:47
11. This is a new pace                                           30:25
12. Unidentified and flying                                   34:15
13. This is the place where we meet                   36:43
14. You always seem so close                              39:32
15. Every day a new year starts                           41:49
16. Every day a new year starts (reprise)           44:18
17. Only clouds of love (reprise)                          45:49

You always seem so close (lyrics)

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I don’t know who you are.
But love comes from where you are.
Finally I have been found.
You save me from the underground.

You always seem so close.
No matter where I go.
I can’t deny the truth.
You make me feel so good.

Your wings are very wide,
showing me the way to the light.
You lift me up so high.
I feel like I can fly.

You always seem so close.
No matter where I go.
I can’t deny the truth.
You make me feel so good.

You treat me like a king.
That’s why I like to sing.
I write my song for you.
Every word I say is true.
I only want you…

Song written by Ryan Maurice Roemer in February 1998 and November 2008.

You can listen to the song if you click on the video.
The song starts at 39:32.

You can also listen to other songs in this video.
17 original a cappella songs that I wrote.
Filmed between the 1st and 14th of December 2020.
Audio quality is not the best, so you’ll hear some distortion.
I used a cheap camcorder for the recordings, because I was only practicing songs.
I hope you’ll still enjoy it….

Full track listing in video:

01. Special encounter                                          00:14
02. Set me free / Keep singing (medley)           02:39
03. Don’t forget to look at the stars                  04:54
04. I’m gonna leave here                                     08:30
05. Dancing trees                                                  11:57
06. Embracing my loneliness                              14:47
07. I am loved                                                        18:00
08. Only clouds of love (part 1)                           22:16
09. Only clouds of love (part 2)                           24:33
10. Only clouds of love (part 3)                           27:47
11. This is a new pace                                           30:25
12. Unidentified and flying                                   34:15
13. This is the place where we meet                   36:43
14. You always seem so close                              39:32
15. Every day a new year starts                           41:49
16. Every day a new year starts (reprise)           44:18
17. Only clouds of love (reprise)                          45:49

This is the place where we meet (lyrics)

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This is the place where we meet.
We come together in a dream.
Aha…
Now I can clearly see who you are
and why you like to spend some time with me.
I just wanna fly.
I just wanna sing.
I only wanna dance with a man like you.
Only someone like you would love a man like me
and hold me close to your heart.
Yeah
This is the place where we meet and dare to dream.
Now that we’ve danced here in the sky.
Touched by the sunlight.
I’ll never forget our dream.

Song written by Ryan Maurice Roemer on 26 april 2019.
The song is based on spiritual dreams I’ve had. I met a true angel in my dreams.

You can listen to the song if you click on the video.
The song starts at 36:43.

You can also listen to other songs in this video.
17 original a cappella songs that I wrote.
Filmed between the 1st and 14th of December 2020.
Audio quality is not the best, so you’ll hear some distortion.
I used a cheap camcorder for the recordings, because I was only practicing songs.
I hope you’ll still enjoy it….

Full track listing in video:

01. Special encounter                                          00:14
02. Set me free / Keep singing (medley)           02:39
03. Don’t forget to look at the stars                  04:54
04. I’m gonna leave here                                     08:30
05. Dancing trees                                                  11:57
06. Embracing my loneliness                              14:47
07. I am loved                                                        18:00
08. Only clouds of love (part 1)                           22:16
09. Only clouds of love (part 2)                           24:33
10. Only clouds of love (part 3)                           27:47
11. This is a new pace                                           30:25
12. Unidentified and flying                                   34:15
13. This is the place where we meet                   36:43
14. You always seem so close                              39:32
15. Every day a new year starts                           41:49
16. Every day a new year starts (reprise)           44:18
17. Only clouds of love (reprise)                          45:49

This is a new pace (lyrics)

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This is a new pace.
This is a new exciting position.
I’m letting go of the past.
This is a new pace.

Hear me sing,
a new beginning,
from my heart.
Don’t remind me of my past.
I’m starting again.

This is a new pace.
This is a new position.
I’ve got new hope for the future.
This is a new pace.

Like a dove…
I’m flying above…
where love starts.
Don’t you dare to shoot me down.
I’m reaching the stars.

This is a new pace.
This is a new position.
And if I die, I know I’ve tried.
This is a new pace.

A new exciting position.
A new, a new exciting position.
A new, a new exciting position.

Song written by Ryan Maurice Roemer on 8/9 May 2015.

You can listen to the song if you click on the video.
The song starts at 30:25.

You can also listen to other songs in this video.
17 original a cappella songs that I wrote.
Filmed between the 1st and 14th of December 2020.
Audio quality is not the best, so you’ll hear some distortion.
I used a cheap camcorder for the recordings, because I was only practicing songs.
I hope you’ll still enjoy it….

Full track listing in video:

01. Special encounter                                          00:14
02. Set me free / Keep singing (medley)           02:39
03. Don’t forget to look at the stars                  04:54
04. I’m gonna leave here                                     08:30
05. Dancing trees                                                  11:57
06. Embracing my loneliness                              14:47
07. I am loved                                                        18:00
08. Only clouds of love (part 1)                           22:16
09. Only clouds of love (part 2)                           24:33
10. Only clouds of love (part 3)                           27:47
11. This is a new pace                                           30:25
12. Unidentified and flying                                   34:15
13. This is the place where we meet                   36:43
14. You always seem so close                              39:32
15. Every day a new year starts                           41:49
16. Every day a new year starts (reprise)           44:18
17. Only clouds of love (reprise)                          45:49

Embracing my loneliness (lyrics)

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I embrace my loneliness.
Embracing my loneliness.
Loneliness, such a wonderful feeling.
Loneliness, I welcome you.
I’m not afraid of you.
I will take care of you.
An unavoidable situation.
A lonely spiritual sensation.
I was born alone and I will die alone.
Leave everything behind.
That’s the beauty of life.
And if you don’t understand, you will never see the light.
Look up on time.
The clouds will open up some time.
Lonely soul, don’t miss the light.
Mankind, will you see the light?
Mankind, will you miss the light?
Such a lonely species sailing dangerous seas.
Aha aha…

Song written by Ryan Maurice Roemer on 2 April 2020.

You can listen to the song if you click on the video.
The song starts at 14:47.

You can also listen to other songs in this video.
17 original a cappella songs that I wrote.
Filmed between the 1st and 14th of December 2020.
Audio quality is not the best, so you’ll hear some distortion.
I used a cheap camcorder for the recordings, because I was only practicing songs.
I hope you’ll still enjoy it….

Full track listing in video:

01. Special encounter                                          00:14
02. Set me free / Keep singing (medley)           02:39
03. Don’t forget to look at the stars                  04:54
04. I’m gonna leave here                                     08:30
05. Dancing trees                                                  11:57
06. Embracing my loneliness                              14:47
07. I am loved                                                        18:00
08. Only clouds of love (part 1)                           22:16
09. Only clouds of love (part 2)                           24:33
10. Only clouds of love (part 3)                           27:47
11. This is a new pace                                           30:25
12. Unidentified and flying                                   34:15
13. This is the place where we meet                   36:43
14. You always seem so close                              39:32
15. Every day a new year starts                           41:49
16. Every day a new year starts (reprise)           44:18
17. Only clouds of love (reprise)                          45:49